Thursday, June 17, 2010

Not Again!

This could be an interesting post. It has been a long day. Tonight even though I am trying to change my mood I am bitter.

Once again my truck left me stranded. It has been to the shop, fixed, returned, and is still broken. Crap. In tears, I threw a 2 year old temper tantrum. I am so sick of this.

So now it is time to start entertaining the thought of getting a new car, but what kind? At this point it is not what I want but what Makenzie and the boys need and I am not sure what that looks like. In a perfect world I would rush out and buy a modified van but $40,000 is a bit much and highway robbery if you ask me.

I still have yet to figure out why insurance doesn't cover the modification. I don't understand it at all. I guess they want to fix my back, hips, and knees instead. So I am bitter.

Anything that has the word "therapy" or any thing that has to do with special needs is way over priced. The insurance companies get to decided what they want to pay for and most of the time the families end up paying out of pocket even though it directly relates to a medical need of the child. Frustrating to say the very least.

Tomorrow Makenzie is supposed to be to therapy at 10am..hmmmm.... not thinking that is going to happen. Hopefully my truck will be fixed in time to make it to a family picnic tomorrow evening. Enterprise may be picking me up tomorrow afternoon. That will be a fun adventure!

I am going to take a deep breath and take my weary, bitter self to bed. I am going to lay and watch my beautiful daughter sleep and remember why I do all of this....

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That is why.....

the 4 beautiful children God so graciously blessed me with. Tomorrow is a new day and God will take care of this... all of it!


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