Thursday, December 10, 2009


I feel horrible! Not sure what this is but it sucks!!!

I am tired, cranky, frustrated, tired, and oh did I mention.. tired!?

Life does not stop! I was up at 7am and I took a bit of a nap after I got home from school. (if you can really count laying in bed listening to a kid DVD, with a 4 year old laying next to you wiggling and laughing while 2 boys jump on and off of the bed a nap) Other then that it was go, go, go as usual!

Makenzie is still stuffy but she did great in therapy. I took her to the doctor this morning and she tested negative for strep which is good so I hauled her off to school!

I did some shopping and ended up with 1 gift! I guess I am just not ready to fork out the dough yet but all that means is I will have to go back to all of those same stores next week! I guess I am just a gluten for punishment!

I had a bit of a mental break down today as I am sick and tired! There are so many things in this life that take up so much time and energy! Today while I was sick and tired I tried to deal with one such thing and it didn't go well. As I drove down the road tears just fell so I called a good friend and advocate... yes even I still need one of those sometimes! She has a beautiful daughter who is older then Makenzie who has special needs and she gets it! I laid it all on her!

It is amazing what comes out when you are tired! I do believe though that it is good to let it all go sometimes! It does not mean that I love my daughter any less. In fact it makes me realize how much I do love her and how much HOPE I have for her life! When I was done talking to her I felt so much better.... other then being sick of course.

Most days I love the challenge. Most days, today it was too much! I will dig my heals back in tomorrow and get it all worked out after I get a good nights sleep.

Oh and I am pleased to announce that not only did the laundry fairy show up today but also the bathroom fairy, the bedroom fairy, and the kitchen fairy, in the form of my loving mother! See prayer works! Thank You so much mom! It made the rest of my day so much easier and bearable!

Please pray for rest! I really need it!

"Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the desert and streams in the wasteland." (Isaiah 43:18-19, NIV)


Unknown said...

Praying for you!

Anonymous said...

God Bless those fairies. Sorry I didn't get back with you last night, didn't get in until after 11, ya, yuck, so sorry you had a crappy day. I am praying RIGHT NOW that this will be a FABULOUS Friday and that you will wake up renewed and refreshed. Call me. LOTS of love hugs and prayers,, God Bless,,
Jami Poore (Izak's mommy)
ps does your laundry fairy travel??

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