Wednesday, December 16, 2009


I really would like to rant on and on about how frustrating it is when people don't get why certain things are so hard to accomplish or why if they can be done how I still feel left out or misunderstood.

Something as simple as spending time with family at Christmas turns into a big emotional ordeal that no one understands. What it boils down to is that while my family is sitting around talking, laughing, playing games, and enjoying the evening, I will be packing up my kid in the car and heading home to get my daughter to bed before she melts down.

This is not about my family it just happens to be a constant frustration that I have in general. I understand that the universe does not revolve around my family but man do I feel left out a lot. There is no way around it most days, but it hurts worse on holidays and times that are about family, friends, and fellowship.

This is also not about Makenzie. I love that girl and would do anything for her... and my boys for that matter! I just have no life... well maybe I have to much life just no part that involves anything social... unless you count face book and the telephone! LOL!

sooooo now I am done! I let it out! Pity party is over and I feel better!

My mom is doing well. Still in a bit of pain but up and moving! Praise God!

I booked a week intensive session of ABM this afternoon. She will get 8 sessions in 5days the week after Christmas. We will have fun. The practitioners office is downtown so I am sure that we will find plenty of really fun things to do in between.

I did contact the main ABM office in CA and talked for a long time to a practitioner there that works directly with Anat Baniel. He had some great additional information. I would like to take Makenzie there someday to work with Anat Baniel but for now we are going to stay local. They had really great things to say about the practitioner that is here so I am really excited!!!

I did manage to finish shopping other then stocking stuffers!!! I will do that on Friday. Then it is on to wrapping! I need to do that like right now before the boys find everything but I just don't have the time! Maybe tomorrow night!

I have a VERY crazy day tomorrow and still a bunch to do tonight! Please pray for peace and healing!

"Do not throw away this confident trust in the Lord, no matter what happens. Remember the great reward it brings you!"
Hebrews 10:35, NLT)


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